Another hopeless day.


Future remained unknown, uncertain.


where will i be tomorrow?


Pathetic Life.


=leavemealone,maymay=

The greatness.

One day, a son asks his dad "Daddy, would you like to run a marathon with me?".

The father says "yes". And they run their first marathon together.

Another time, the son asks his dad again "Daddy, would you like to run a marathon with me?".

The father says "yes son".

One day, the son asks his father " Daddy, would you run the Ironman with me?" The Ironman is the most difficult triathlon ever (4 kms swimming, 180 kms bikin, 42 km running?)

And the dad says "yes". The story looks simple until you watch the following clip. Just amazing, how much can love be.... ?

(turn off my music before enjoying it)

Owh. i am so proud this is my 1st video on my blog. It just...touched my heart. Let the video do the talking. =)

=withtears,maymay=

灰 蒙 蒙 的 夜 晚 睡 意 又 不 知 躲 到 那 去，

一 转 身, 孤 单 已 躺 在 身 旁......

寂寞.

换了这首歌，感觉还不错吧。哈哈...

今天... ...感觉很寂寞。听着这首歌，寂寞的感觉，也就更是涌进心里。

以前的我，真的很害怕寂寞的感觉。失恋了，觉得很寂寞。朋友走了，觉得很寂寞。看着朋友去疯自己却一个人对着电脑，觉得很寂寞。一个人坐在电视机前面坐久了，也会觉得寂寞。

但人长大了，开始学会去享受这种从心里感觉到的寂寞。寂寞，是一个人的空虚。寂寞，是一个人的世界，一个人的空间。陈小娴说，当你学会了跟寂寞相处，就正如你学懂了沉默。沉默，可以让你听见更多的声音。而孤独，让你听自己的内心。那一刻，你已经忘记了寂寞。


寂寞的时候，我总是睡不着，脑袋里也一直重复想着一些有的没的。寂寞时，我喜欢一个人看看书，听听歌，或画一些只有自己会欣赏的东西，写一些只有自己明白的文章。


只有寂寞的时候，我可以安静下来，听听心里在想什么，说什么。我想, 我学会了跟寂寞独处，也跟它做了好朋友。=)

=misslonely,maymay=

Walamak~~!!

hahaha, hey people. Argh 2 tiring days. Have been waking up at 7.30am to go to the kindy to make observation.

Well well all in all, i m satisfied with the environment, the teachers, and the children haha. The teachers especially, never raise their voices to children. n i c children coming from all over the world, n of coz, speaking different languages all over the world =s : korean, spanish especially a lot. Alamak, i rergretted never watch any of the korea series haha. Mind lending me ah yin? =p Finally feeling the feeling of not-knowing what people say. Huh. she yi yi ya ya ah ah ee and i just gonna guess what she wants lol.

haha, spot my baby =p

ok, nth breahtaking here. Hopefully will take more nice pics soon!!!

=gahyao!!!maymay.;....=

Main-main & makan-makan!!!

Haha.. after all the studies, of coz, time to makan n main luu.hehe.

Missing moments in HK still!! (ugliest pic i could find for 3 of us HAHA)

well well, after my genting trip which i went there RIGHT after my exam, i might be going for tioman soon!! i wish i could really join the gang n have fun gao gao b4 my practicum starts!!!!


Oh ya, im planning for a year-end trip to Sabah, climbing mount kinabalu1!!!! OKok, i guess ur reaction will be 'huh? year end? now it's only april!!"


Yala yala. it s a bit early to think about year end trip, but i seriously want to plan it well n to book everything early.. so anyone interested? =)

=lovetravelling, may&wai=

New Life.

Finally, i am officially, done with my 26 subjects in DECE. haha. NO more lectures, no more going class 4pm, no more WORKING in college. Ops wait. 1 more to go, n is recognised to be the toughest, practical.

In lesss than 20 days (or 2days, haha), i will be going to a kinder named Tadika Seri Mawar to start my new life. I will needa commit into 240 working hours with this kindy, n also to document alll my experiences in this 240hours, which would appear to be as thick as ur dictionary. well well, though it might be tough, but i really couldnt wait to start my practicum!! It should be a damn-nice environment to work with, with all the developmentally appropriate practices and the very friendly principal. Well, should be. Many times it would not be the same as u work along, but i hope i will get the exception. I really hope i will enjoy working there n continue to work there even after my practicum. I always want to be a good kindy teacher, always. I really love seeing the smiles of children, seeing them learning, and seeing them enjoy learning. Haha really couldn't wait to start this new challenge!! But there is a bigger challenge before i can take this challenge---waking up early.


HAHA! tell u what, i have never been waking up early in weekdays since..omg. mayb 2years ago?! n i know how lucky m i to have such privillege. Thanks to SEGi college n ROsaline that set all our classes in the afternoon, except for Saturday's. Huh, perhaps it s time to face the reality. Huh. 7am rush. Huh. the morning jam. The blue mondays. walamak!!!

Oh ya, i guess i will have more updates soon as i just started to learn my new dslr camera. keke. It s my little nikon D60 keke. so u know la, all the random pics. hehehe...

Seriously, more updates soon!!! ^^

=challenged, maymay=