Showing posts with label Feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Feelings. Show all posts

Friday, November 23, 2007

Once upon a time.

Once upon a time..they were like this...

n now....they sticked with each other..like this. =p ( sorry la..don have ur couple pic..jz imagine ok =p hahahaha..)


N of coz..no doubt.we sticked with each other liddat..everyday.I mean..yea.everyday.







SOOOOOOO sweet!! ( while looking all the pics..think of our memories..laughters..n hav all the pictures in our mind..pui hepp the song hui dao guo qu....)

Sometimes..most of the time..we have nth better to do..but..haha..

laugh at ppl's school bag..

n ashame of herself. =p
Or...

Scolding n being scolded at the back of the class..

and either scolded or being scolded..they walked away, laughing. =)


However!! Don kan bu qi wo men..besides mou liu...we still do lotsa meaningful activities...

U may see lot different activites going..but..really got ppl studying ga!! can c?? =p

Perfect picture. =) Not acting ok! relli studying.. ^^

School life. school uniforms. Teachers as frens..frens as teachers. Guiding and etaching each other, learning together.


But..most of the time..still doing mou liu thing la =p cute..fun..lovable..natural.. =) The real form5 life in SAB..hahaha...

Disturbing ppl and making ppl angry were his favorite past time. =) Son..i miss being disturbed by u. =) [WAH!! BIG pimple on my nose..can c ma?? =p]

n oso..sing sou yiu ppl..haha..the place u used to knee on n tok with us..secrets..gossips..laugh at ppl... =)

N our level of mou liu-ness..can be clearly shown here =p one MAN in the lab..enough to drive us crazy =p

huh..so ai mei.. =.="

may do...


chiann do.. =)

Happiness..undescribable.. =)




n u c this fella...laugh till puk gai..u say he happy onot?? =p

N..mou liu-ness continues... =p Photos..photos..photos..taken everywhere..taken randomly..taken secretly..capturing every moment.. HAIH!! y didnt i capture more???? >.<''


Whoa..really big..head. =p



Afiq hensem..was his slogan..

Whoa..good view =p taken during shahbudin's class..dai dam rite?? =p

wu nai 1...


wu nai 2..

Wu nai until zi bei...

Zi bei..then go n sleep =p hahaha..

huh..panasnyer.. =p (yet ah, u very funny =p)


N by seeing how high i roll my sleeves up..u noe how hot it was =p

N chosen as the mouliuest photo of all..haha..giv a big clap..........

hahahahahahaha...dono wut to say....

And finally............................ 5KAMIL. =)

A picture says a thousand words....haha.hmm..huh. so nice. lol. n So pls count..how many words are there in this post =p


[I miss u all..i miss the time spent with all of u..i miss school life..after 1 year leaving the school.]
=love, maymay=

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Failed.

So excited..so happy..so hoping for..so waiting ahead..but...ended up..a mess.

Today........

Purse.............failed to buy. Midvalley MEGAMALL..no. The Gardens..no.

Nando's........the awaited-for-so-long-nice-sweet-romantic-happy-lunch...failed. 1/2 of 1/4..wasted. 1/2 of side dishes..wasted.

Movie...........failed. Eyes stay on, but heart n mind n soul..fly dono where. RM14..wasted.

Failure..caused by me.

=nomood, maymay=

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Back to the Past.Feelings.

Faster faster!!now very got mood..must write down the feeling.. =p

Currently...having a very weird feeling. I dono. Listening to the song back to the past..a lot of feelings in my heart..in my soul..n running all over my body....to my ear..i hear the past..all the old stories...to my eyes...tears start to fill my eyes..
hands staart to be shaky..and when the visual has been blurred by the tears..evervythin in the world..seems to be a none.

I love this song..very very much.the song u listening rite now. but sometimes..i m jz too afraid to listen to it. it makes me think..and makes me think..of the past.

regretness has all gone...but wut is being left..is the motivation and most importantly a great life lesson..tat i learnt..to love..n be loved..

Not to be back to the past.never. and...love, enjoy my life rite now. =)

=thinkingmaymay....=

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Children. love.

Do u know tat...children always learn what they live?

If children live with criticism..they learn to condemn.
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If children live with hostility..they learn to fight.
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If children live with ridicule..they learn to be shy.
.
If children live with shame..they learn to feel guilty.

It is us..the adults..who hav the responsibility to provide them the positive environment.....

If children live with tolerance..they learn to be patient!
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If children live with encourgaement..they learn confidence!
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If children live with fairness..they learn justice!
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If children live with security ( which doesnt hav in our society now)..they learn to have faith.
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If children live with acceptance and friendship..they learn to find love, in the
world. =)

By, Dorothy Law Nolte

=love, maymay=

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Flower. Love.


Flower. Throughout history, lovers have given flowers to each other as a token of their longing, devotion, and love. Researching the meanings that folks have given to specific flowers has revealed that many flowers have many meanings. So, in fact, the meaning of a flower that you give as a gift is dependent on how special a flower is to your spouse and whatever you want that flower to represent.

SO guys!!! Next time when you give the gift of flowers, consider the meaning of the flower first before you buy. As a fantastic way to personalize your present, choose the flower meaning that is closest to the message you're trying to convey and let your loved ones know that you wanted their gift to be extra-special.

19/10/2007


hehehe, n this is my first bouquet of flower in my life~! awesome rite! n as the giver said, he is giving me Daisy coz it brings the meaning of innocence. Well..am i?? =p hahahaha..

(Tomorrow my dear is going for war!!! I know he has been working very hard to get a distinction for ME...hehehe..so maymay wish you all the best n very very good luck!!!!)


=inlovemaymay,withwaiwai=

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Sickness. Medication.

Holla people. Soree for not updating for like..1week+? owh man..had a quite busy starting for my Semester 3..so mayb cant get use to it..then sick edi =p ( hahaha..the fact is tat..i very bad girl go eat all the spicy spicy thing until sore throat n trigger fever n all sorts of sickness.. =p)

k. Don make it likie so fun. this is a very serious post. (wei!! don doubt it!! relli serious..)
Friday nite.. i started to hav a very very bad headache. I tried to use the Tiger Balm oil..i tried to go n sleep..i tried to relax n relax..but..the pain continued. So from 7pm...i TAHAN..till 6am the other day..oni i went down to take a panadol.

Saturday...when i woke up to go college..i felt a lot better..k..mayb bcoz of the panadol. Budden..notti may jz cant stop herself from the temptation of Nasi Lemak..haha..so i had tat or my breakfast..then at nite..spicy food again...so... dengg dengg!!!! sore throat came..then fever came..then fatt siu..siong fung..kett..wah...all the good frens came n visit me at the same time. But..till this second. 11.50pm SUnday..i haven take any medicine yet.

Some ppl might think im so crazy or so stubborn..y sick but donwanna take medicine? Take medicine then ll recover very fast!!! Y wanna make urself suffer??
But..u never noe..how i felt deep inside..n SO now i would tell u all a story about a lil girl..named may..tat had such a bad childhood experience with medicine.

''May!!! Come n take medicine now!!" yelled, mum =p

"......." ***act cannot hear...., may =.="***

" I count 3 ah!! come now!!!" shouted mum again.

The counting part is quite scary. 3...2................SInce there s no escape, 4-year-old lil may quickly ran to the kitchen n stood straight in front of her mum, her head remained looking front, tat her sight could oni c her mum's stomach, as she dare not to look up n see her mum pouring out the black syrup.

" Look here." mum said.

"......" ** very very reluctant to look up..so her head moved very very slowly......**

FOr ur information, may's mum is very very impatient. After waiting to c may's mouth to open for 10seconds, she couldnt wait anymore. Putting down the spoon with the black syrup on the table, 1 hand pull may s head up, then at the same time 1 hand take the spoon up, n may..was forced to swallow the whole spoon in.

N till today, may, which is me, could vividly remember..it was a tablespoon. Well..black syrup. i think it s a common syrup for coughing eh? hmm..so tat was it.

I was a very weak girl when i was young. Since 1 year old, i had very bad asthma in me n it actually affected my whole body system. In my infant n toddler age, I always cried n choked n vomitted in the middle of thenite tat my mum n my grandma needa carry me whole nite to sleep.. I was a very skinny girl con every food taat i took in would hav high possibility to come out from my mouth again. Immune system was so bad tat..1 month visit doctor once..cough..fever..HIGH fever...visit me as frequent as period =p So..it s unavoidable..i eat medicine, like other children eat..ice cream? or worst, sweets. haha, i dono..but..it was a bad time. relli relli bad time.

When ppl asked me about my childhood, i couldnt rememebr any single happy thing..yea..perhaps going to the park n play..but..no other thing. The thigns tat i remember were like.. every week go to the hospital to use the nebuliser, coz i was too young n dono how to use inhaler..then yea..scenes of taking medicine in my old house kitchen.......

Yeap. it might sound a bit saddening. but of all the unluckiness..i still feel tat i was very lucky to hav my parents. They really take good care of me n tried any possible way to cure my asthma..all the bou benn...they giv all the best things for me. n b4 i enetered primary school..my asthma was totally cured n i was able to engage in a lot of sports activites like badminton...frequent jogging..haha..n even got 1st for 80m running in my primary 1!! hahaha..so proud =p Though my body was still weak n always got sick..but..i survived!! haha!!

Till today..i never blame my mum for forcing me take medicine. coz..i noe tat she even felt more pain in her heart when she forced me to swallow the spoon, or the syrup =p. But..the phobia remains. I really really don take , n donwan to take medicine, if it s not necessary. im very scared of the smell..n...i hate the feeling of swallowing the pill..n worst drinking the syrup.

So..haha..be guai maymay!!! so tat wont get sick so easily...... n everybody must take care oso k ^^ yay~~!! stay healthy!!! =)

(soree la, quite a cheonghei post eh =p long time never post ma..must cheong hei abit,... =p)

=cheongheimaymay=

Monday, October 8, 2007

Memories..

Halolo people.

Current mood..is a bit moody. IN fact hav been moody since wake up. I dono y..jz feelike..argh. wut a bad day.nth can interest me..nth can cheer me up... >.<''

Had a very long long chat with ww today. Yea..Flash back lotsa memories...though it seemed like very long time ago..but..Many things are jz unforgettable.

Argh! Hopefully tomorrow will b a good day....n soree to ww too coz moody may is really very difficult to handle..hehe.. ^^ Thx for the companion oso.. =)

Stay tuned ppl! hope tml ll hav a good mood to post sum funy stuff about my....... **secret** =p

=moodymaymay=