Love. Relationships.

Hallo people. Well, sometimes i jz feel myself very amazing, that i can always do multi-task =p hahahahaha...
Which, ok..mayb alot of people can do tat also. But today i felt like the amazingness has been increased that, i can talk with two people on their love relationship/dillemma, one on fone, one on msn. hahahhaaa...n u ll find me even more amazing when:

On fone, im talking with someone with broken heart. He had jz broken up with his gf..and i totally understand the unwillingness on him to give up..From every word that he said, i noe how much he had been loving her n he is still loving her so deeply..Every sacrifice he had made to build up the close bond, every closer steps n increase of love that both of them had are things that he could never let go. Memories conquer his mind, that makes his life..tough. relli tough. He pretended to be normal, yet he was so vulnerable.

"So far..yet so near." They were once the closest, n now..they seperated, they quit from each other's life...n live their own lives. =(

He is learning to give up, learning to live a new life, learning to stand strong on his own [with all the supports from family, frens, n me =)]

While someone is trying to remain himself in the past....there s someone..who s looking forward to the future...........

On the other side, im chatting with a guy that has his heartbeat keep increasing when they are getting closer..each day. He is starting a new relationship, n they are searching for their similiarities in everythin, they are trying to build up the attachment, they devote all their time to understand each other more..they re getting in love.. =) However, problems arise before the relationship get officially started, haha, where the guy doubt himself, how can he change his target so fast? Question like " i really like her but how could i change from A to B so fast??" [it s like he never started with the A n now he falls for B.. =)] n oso, ''M i trustworthy n does she trust me when i cant even trust myself?"

haha..anxiety...the feeling of going to fall in love..but not yet..hahaha..the waiting-for-her-to-on9.. =p

He is now waiting time to come...haha..coz i believe that 2people who have mutual feelings...can get together..when the time comes...=) He is too, learning to hav a brand new life, where to fit her into all parts of his life, from two..become one.. =)

SO u c! this is 2 typical types of love dillemma that everyone need to experience in their life. There is no need to fear for the 1st one n wanting for the last one, because it s always a cycle, jz a round circle.

N of coz...i m so glad that..hahahah.. (ready to sai meng.. =p) im not in any stage of them!! wakakaka...me? of coz..climax la..hahahah..loving happily n sweetily...no anxiety..no worries..jz enjoy..n seek more happiness n memories everyday... =)

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