Hopeless.Helpless.

After dono how many weeks, or months i have not updated my blog, finally today, i miss it so much. i mean..i miss the feeeling of blogging; of typing as i like; of...telling out whatever inside my heart.

SUddenly feel quite down. Mayb..it s the phobia of exam? or...b4-exam-hung-gui-jing?? =p haha.. i dono. jz feel..............worries and anxiety.

Thinking about the exams that i , or WE had during our secondary schools. wow, tonnes of books to study, bcoz we need to prepare for 10 subjects for everytime exam. ok, at least...7.or 8.

However, i guess i didnt feel as much pressure as now though im only taking 4 for this semester. I would say..the questions may not be as tricky as add math. or...as not much memorizing part like bio. or not as tough as writing a2 bm essays.

But...sometimes i feel the pressure from myself. The pressure of aiming high, and wanting to achieve the highest.

So sen fu. especially for a subject..that i donno anythin. but tat s my subject..MY MATH!!!

i love math. but how can i dono anythin about math? stupid.

I really hope u read my blog. yes YOU. you ok??

You are so annoying. u r the WORST lecturer tat i have ever seen.

I m not talking her lecturing skill ok, coz she has no lecturing skill at all. That s fine for me. But...she has got SERIOUS SERIOUS ATTITUDE PROBLEm.

she discriminated us. she said that, CHINESE EDUCATED PEOPLE has got poorer english (SO SO SO ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!! what s her right to make tat statement??? her english sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). n she simply give assignment mark 3.75/40 to a student without proper reason.

she is being soooooooo rude to us. can u ever imagine ur lecturer write the word ASSUME on the board n tell the whole class tat ASSUME means making an ASS out of U n ME? (ASS-U-ME)

as a lecturer, she is nottttttt helpful at alllllllllllll. she jz wan us to FAIL FAIL FAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ask her to tell us what to focus for exam or jz a revision for the course, u noe wut she said????

u all have not been listening to my lecture all this while, now u all wan to escape via an easy way??? i don wan to spoon feed u all n u all SHOULD know what to study if u follow my lecture.

what the hell???????????????????????????

she is sooooooooooooooooooo.........damn shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y i suddenly so angyr? coz......vivian provoked =p hahaha....nola..it s jz tat.....i felt a sudden anger in me. when looking at her lecture notes, it s nth different from the paper in the waste paper basket. Yes, no content, meaningless, a mess. exactly.

Hopeless lecturer.

helpless student.

=dono-wut-to-study-maymay.......=