A deep-tot post.

Holla people.

1.19am. i suddenly realized that i haven't been doing any deep tot for sometime. Yea, it s the time now. 1.21am. the time which everyone in my house had fallen asleep. As my baby had also already fallen asleep that he would not rush me to go to bed XD

4months of my semester 5 in my Diploma course, was such damn long period of time. I felt that i have grown very very much after these 4months. I had a few little and some big turning points in my life during these 4 months, and fortunately, i had gone thru every of this point kinda well.



30 hour famine was such a HUGE experience for me, which the naive me thought that it was so easy being a camp leader and i just agreed to take the post without any further thinking. DUring the process, i tot of giving up. i tot tat i couldnt make it. i tot tat i should just forget about it. However, as the planning & organiziing part went on, as everybody start to be enthusiastic & helped out in the pre-events, as the funds were coming in, as everybody was pushing & encouraging each other, we continued, and we worked hard, we tried to pursue everyone to join, we continued to plan, to discuss, to learn form each other. We had arguments, but we compromised, we made the best decision together. N today, i firmly say that, I did not regret even a single second as i had really learnt a lot n a lot n a lot. I believe this is one of the best thing that i had done in my life, organizing a camp n successfully collected RM 13k to help children of the world. I am proud of myself & my Jwuwey & all the committee members seriously.I had learnt very very much that, there s nothing that i can do, without the assistance and cooperation from my organizing committee. They had done alot of great jobs and we made it. The program was awesome. Everybody was amazed with the planning and activities that we carried out. Everyone enjoyed & learnt something from the camp. And the feedbacks were..huh. so great!!!! ^^

And with the big event, i still have to cope with 5 subjects & 10 assignments for tat senester. It was quite rush & last minute work that the due dates of the assignments were all one after another. But perhaps it was already the 5th semester, i feel tthat i have immunized the stressfullness and therefore whatever that come, i just do & submit & get back quite good marks =p wakaka...



Family. In the midst of my semester, my bro flied off to Melbourne for his studies. The home was left much quieter than when he was here. I admit that i also spend less time with my family after the left of my bro, as i am really busy with famine camp, and also with my hubby. Although there were some arguments, some misunderstanding, and a lot of tears, but after all, i need to adapt myself to the family, and try my best to understnad & accept my family, because you could change everything in your life, but not your family. I am learning mum really, so just gimme some time.




Of course, the biggest chnage in my life is that, i am a girlfriend of a working MAN now. Yea, i have a bf with the life of 8.30-5.30, and he wears long sleeves & black long pants & black leather shoes everyday, and he is damn tired after 8pm =p Though we could no longer turn back the time of being the uni life couple, but, we still enjoy every single bits of time when we are together. You are rite baby. When we have less time to be spent with, we appreciate more. =) Of course, this big change has cause a lot of my tears. wasted la. Now i am still happy and sweet and even sweeter than last time with my baby what =p



2 weeks of holiday. Unlike the uni, we still have another semester until december before year end holiday. Huh, it s another hectic 7weeks semester. Good luck may. Learn more, so that could do more for children in the future. =) Ah...Need to always remind myself of my beliefs & my goals =p Somehow, when you are in the process, sometimes you just forget why are you doing all these things. Huh, time to be back to kindergarten & find a bunch of kindy children to chill me & awaken my love towards them.

( owh..faster go&sleep...if not chiann is going to scold me tomorrow if i wake up late...XD)

=abitcheonghei, maymay... =p