Another hopeless day.
Future remained unknown, uncertain.
where will i be tomorrow?
Pathetic Life.
=leavemealone,maymay=
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
The greatness.
One day, a son asks his dad "Daddy, would you like to run a marathon with me?".
The father says "yes". And they run their first marathon together.
Another time, the son asks his dad again "Daddy, would you like to run a marathon with me?".
The father says "yes son".
One day, the son asks his father " Daddy, would you run the Ironman with me?" The Ironman is the most difficult triathlon ever (4 kms swimming, 180 kms bikin, 42 km running?)
And the dad says "yes". The story looks simple until you watch the following clip. Just amazing, how much can love be.... ?
(turn off my music before enjoying it)
Owh. i am so proud this is my 1st video on my blog. It just...touched my heart. Let the video do the talking. =)
=withtears,maymay=
Monday, April 6, 2009
寂寞.
换了这首歌，感觉还不错吧。哈哈...
今天... ...感觉很寂寞。听着这首歌，寂寞的感觉，也就更是涌进心里。
以前的我，真的很害怕寂寞的感觉。失恋了，觉得很寂寞。朋友走了，觉得很寂寞。看着朋友去疯自己却一个人对着电脑，觉得很寂寞。一个人坐在电视机前面坐久了，也会觉得寂寞。
但人长大了，开始学会去享受这种从心里感觉到的寂寞。寂寞，是一个人的空虚。寂寞，是一个人的世界，一个人的空间。陈小娴说，当你学会了跟寂寞相处，就正如你学懂了沉默。沉默，可以让你听见更多的声音。而孤独，让你听自己的内心。那一刻，你已经忘记了寂寞。
寂寞的时候，我总是睡不着，脑袋里也一直重复想着一些有的没的。寂寞时，我喜欢一个人看看书，听听歌，或画一些只有自己会欣赏的东西，写一些只有自己明白的文章。
只有寂寞的时候，我可以安静下来，听听心里在想什么，说什么。我想, 我学会了跟寂寞独处，也跟它做了好朋友。=)
=misslonely,maymay=
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Walamak~~!!
hahaha, hey people. Argh 2 tiring days. Have been waking up at 7.30am to go to the kindy to make observation.
Well well all in all, i m satisfied with the environment, the teachers, and the children haha. The teachers especially, never raise their voices to children. n i c children coming from all over the world, n of coz, speaking different languages all over the world =s : korean, spanish especially a lot. Alamak, i rergretted never watch any of the korea series haha. Mind lending me ah yin? =p Finally feeling the feeling of not-knowing what people say. Huh. she yi yi ya ya ah ah ee and i just gonna guess what she wants lol.
haha, spot my baby =p
ok, nth breahtaking here. Hopefully will take more nice pics soon!!!
=gahyao!!!maymay.;....=
Monday, March 30, 2009
Main-main & makan-makan!!!
Haha.. after all the studies, of coz, time to makan n main luu.hehe.
Missing moments in HK still!! (ugliest pic i could find for 3 of us HAHA)
well well, after my genting trip which i went there RIGHT after my exam, i might be going for tioman soon!! i wish i could really join the gang n have fun gao gao b4 my practicum starts!!!!
Oh ya, im planning for a year-end trip to Sabah, climbing mount kinabalu1!!!! OKok, i guess ur reaction will be 'huh? year end? now it's only april!!"
Yala yala. it s a bit early to think about year end trip, but i seriously want to plan it well n to book everything early.. so anyone interested? =)
=lovetravelling, may&wai=
New Life.
Finally, i am officially, done with my 26 subjects in DECE. haha. NO more lectures, no more going class 4pm, no more WORKING in college. Ops wait. 1 more to go, n is recognised to be the toughest, practical.
In lesss than 20 days (or 2days, haha), i will be going to a kinder named Tadika Seri Mawar to start my new life. I will needa commit into 240 working hours with this kindy, n also to document alll my experiences in this 240hours, which would appear to be as thick as ur dictionary. well well, though it might be tough, but i really couldnt wait to start my practicum!! It should be a damn-nice environment to work with, with all the developmentally appropriate practices and the very friendly principal. Well, should be. Many times it would not be the same as u work along, but i hope i will get the exception. I really hope i will enjoy working there n continue to work there even after my practicum. I always want to be a good kindy teacher, always. I really love seeing the smiles of children, seeing them learning, and seeing them enjoy learning. Haha really couldn't wait to start this new challenge!! But there is a bigger challenge before i can take this challenge---waking up early.
HAHA! tell u what, i have never been waking up early in weekdays since..omg. mayb 2years ago?! n i know how lucky m i to have such privillege. Thanks to SEGi college n ROsaline that set all our classes in the afternoon, except for Saturday's. Huh, perhaps it s time to face the reality. Huh. 7am rush. Huh. the morning jam. The blue mondays. walamak!!!
Oh ya, i guess i will have more updates soon as i just started to learn my new dslr camera. keke. It s my little nikon D60 keke. so u know la, all the random pics. hehehe...
Seriously, more updates soon!!! ^^
=challenged, maymay=
In lesss than 20 days (or 2days, haha), i will be going to a kinder named Tadika Seri Mawar to start my new life. I will needa commit into 240 working hours with this kindy, n also to document alll my experiences in this 240hours, which would appear to be as thick as ur dictionary. well well, though it might be tough, but i really couldnt wait to start my practicum!! It should be a damn-nice environment to work with, with all the developmentally appropriate practices and the very friendly principal. Well, should be. Many times it would not be the same as u work along, but i hope i will get the exception. I really hope i will enjoy working there n continue to work there even after my practicum. I always want to be a good kindy teacher, always. I really love seeing the smiles of children, seeing them learning, and seeing them enjoy learning. Haha really couldn't wait to start this new challenge!! But there is a bigger challenge before i can take this challenge---waking up early.
HAHA! tell u what, i have never been waking up early in weekdays since..omg. mayb 2years ago?! n i know how lucky m i to have such privillege. Thanks to SEGi college n ROsaline that set all our classes in the afternoon, except for Saturday's. Huh, perhaps it s time to face the reality. Huh. 7am rush. Huh. the morning jam. The blue mondays. walamak!!!
Oh ya, i guess i will have more updates soon as i just started to learn my new dslr camera. keke. It s my little nikon D60 keke. so u know la, all the random pics. hehehe...
Seriously, more updates soon!!! ^^
=challenged, maymay=
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Read aloud!
Mr Inside went over to see Mr Outside. Mr Inside stood outside and called to MrOutside inside. Mr Outside answered Mr Inside from inside and Told Mr Inside to come inside. Mr Inside said "NO", and told Mr Outside to come outside. Mr Outside and Mr Inside argued from inside and outside about going outside or coming inside. Finally, Mr Outside coaxed Mr Inside to come inside, then both Mr Outside and Mr Inside went outside to the riverside.
=p
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Our valentine's day =)
ahaha, i was quite reluctant to update my blog anymore. but the 140209 was just too sweet that i couldnt stop myself from telling everybody here =p keke!! alamak....i know u all say i sai meng again.. but.. tell u what..it was really a super sunny day!!!
hehe..hinted! we went to beach for our special valentine's day celebration..instead of going to an expensive restaurant for dinner...or instead of going for movie and receiving flowers.. =)
Thx baby for the planning n i didn't know anything until the moment we stepped into the car n he told me that we are heading to Morib beach! Then i was like,
"huh? it s already 5pm baby!! n we are still going to beach? People are leaving!"
"No no..it s okay...i planned everything well!" said wai.
"But i don have any extra shirts or shorts!"
"Yes yes..u have!! i put it in the car already.."
"But.. i don have towel!!"
"Yes yes.. u have!! i pack everything for u already!!"
So..i couldnt give anymore reason therefore..we were there.. =) =) =)
The sun was our companion for that evening. We were watching it going off n it was really really romantic to have such valentine day. =)
This is our "plan" made with the sand. *hehe*
N... our present?? hehe.. he tried to make a flying lantern for me, which we can write all our wishes and love words onto it and let it fly into the air... but... it ended..like this.
Well, we shall try harder next time k!!! ^^ ^^ ^^
thx, baby wai. =)
=love is really in the air, may =)
*Added*
Oh ya, im just quite curious that some people started to anti-valentine's day n scolded the day gao gao. People started saying that we shudnt celebrate Valentine's day n it s a stupid day where everything over-priced esp. flowers, or more specifically, roses. I dono what s wrong with people overpricing it, if u do not buy it. I don c any problem celebrating it because it was made a special day for everybody to show our care n love to our loved ones. n it was meant to be commercialised because tat s one of the way to boost everybody's business.
If we shudnt celebrate valentine's, then y mother's day? y father's day? y teacher's day? If you love ur dad n mum n teacher, everyday is dad n mum n teacher's day!!
Life is dull people, n why not we have more special days to boost our mood, to add a lil bit colours to our lifestory?
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
HI people!! surprise that i have some update here haha? =p
well wel..i don need to explain myself rite..cny is so damnnn many things to do!!! hehehe!!!
n hapy chinese new year people!! i noe the holiday has ended but still have a few days b4 chap goh mei!! hehehe..
ok..Anyway..i know i have neglected my blog for such a long time..in fact i cant say i neglected my blog.. because i have never been consistent in updating HAHAHA.. after reading chiann's blog i feel a little bit guilty..i remember i was the one that ask her to blog.. n c now.. she is so semangat updating all the interesting events happened in Russia.. n yet..hhehee..
So, it's mignight now. I dono why i often have many thoughts in midnight. n i am now thinking of..a noun. SOmething that everybody likes. Money.
i dono why but i feel money is something wrong to be created. I noe money makes people feel powerful, makes us conveniently get whatever we want n the pride n proud and everything comes to you when u have money. And in contrast, when u do not have money, u have nothing. It's just tat simple.
The chain actually happens liddat. Firstly, when u have little bit money, u try to content yourself with basic needs. When u have more money, u buy urself some luxury items, u only want branded stuff, n u feel happy buying them, regardless whether worth it onot. People look u differently now, so you feel that ur status has changed because u have more money, n of coz, it won't stop here (it's just the beginning) of u wanting more n more money. WHen u have more n more money, u buy properties, u buy bungalows to stay, ferrari to drive... ...
People work for entire life, just to have more money (subsequently, more status, more pride, more"face") . Please don talk bullshit on ambitions, don talk bullshit on I WORK just to help people. No matter what, u need it to survive. Without money, don ever think of helping people, coz u can;t even help youself. Think about it, if u want to be doctor just to help people, then how can u become a doctor?? u need money, 1st. to complete from primary, secondary, tertiary. N then what else? After becoming a doctor, do u just want to go to HELP people without asking them to pay? No way, because u have invested to become a doctor, n u wan return. I believe there are people who really have sincere heart to help people out, but, 5% of all HUMAN BEINGS in the world?? It sounded a bit pathetic, but it s a fact.
After all.... ....Despite all the convenient that money could bring to us, there are so many problems arise from having money this thingee. I dono but always want to ask stupid questions like Why money?? why?? WHy can't everybody be poor n have no money? In fact why is no money is considered poor?? Who decides its value? What makes it so important? what could be the subtitue for money? how is the world like without money? will the world be a better place without money?
Aiseh. I know i am being stupid. But..MONEY. It is us human who created it, n it us, who struggle to get more n more of it just to have better life ( N could we just demolish it so that we ll have the best life?), n it is us who sometimes get very lost in the process of chasing for money. We forgot what was the main point of getting it, we forgot our own personality, our own life.
Stupid. But..who cares? Everybody is being stupid, n u jz couldnt get rid of it. haihzzzzz.
Anyway.. GONG HEI FATT CHOY people!! ( C, still about money =.= )
=??maymay=
well wel..i don need to explain myself rite..cny is so damnnn many things to do!!! hehehe!!!
n hapy chinese new year people!! i noe the holiday has ended but still have a few days b4 chap goh mei!! hehehe..
ok..Anyway..i know i have neglected my blog for such a long time..in fact i cant say i neglected my blog.. because i have never been consistent in updating HAHAHA.. after reading chiann's blog i feel a little bit guilty..i remember i was the one that ask her to blog.. n c now.. she is so semangat updating all the interesting events happened in Russia.. n yet..hhehee..
So, it's mignight now. I dono why i often have many thoughts in midnight. n i am now thinking of..a noun. SOmething that everybody likes. Money.
i dono why but i feel money is something wrong to be created. I noe money makes people feel powerful, makes us conveniently get whatever we want n the pride n proud and everything comes to you when u have money. And in contrast, when u do not have money, u have nothing. It's just tat simple.
The chain actually happens liddat. Firstly, when u have little bit money, u try to content yourself with basic needs. When u have more money, u buy urself some luxury items, u only want branded stuff, n u feel happy buying them, regardless whether worth it onot. People look u differently now, so you feel that ur status has changed because u have more money, n of coz, it won't stop here (it's just the beginning) of u wanting more n more money. WHen u have more n more money, u buy properties, u buy bungalows to stay, ferrari to drive... ...
People work for entire life, just to have more money (subsequently, more status, more pride, more"face") . Please don talk bullshit on ambitions, don talk bullshit on I WORK just to help people. No matter what, u need it to survive. Without money, don ever think of helping people, coz u can;t even help youself. Think about it, if u want to be doctor just to help people, then how can u become a doctor?? u need money, 1st. to complete from primary, secondary, tertiary. N then what else? After becoming a doctor, do u just want to go to HELP people without asking them to pay? No way, because u have invested to become a doctor, n u wan return. I believe there are people who really have sincere heart to help people out, but, 5% of all HUMAN BEINGS in the world?? It sounded a bit pathetic, but it s a fact.
After all.... ....Despite all the convenient that money could bring to us, there are so many problems arise from having money this thingee. I dono but always want to ask stupid questions like Why money?? why?? WHy can't everybody be poor n have no money? In fact why is no money is considered poor?? Who decides its value? What makes it so important? what could be the subtitue for money? how is the world like without money? will the world be a better place without money?
Aiseh. I know i am being stupid. But..MONEY. It is us human who created it, n it us, who struggle to get more n more of it just to have better life ( N could we just demolish it so that we ll have the best life?), n it is us who sometimes get very lost in the process of chasing for money. We forgot what was the main point of getting it, we forgot our own personality, our own life.
Stupid. But..who cares? Everybody is being stupid, n u jz couldnt get rid of it. haihzzzzz.
Anyway.. GONG HEI FATT CHOY people!! ( C, still about money =.= )
=??maymay=
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
菊花台.
人生, 总有很多的遗憾...和不解...
有的人不甘平凡，决定要到外面闯一闯，但到头来，一无所有，觉得很像一生飘飘荡荡，后悔当初不脚踏实地, 不实实在在的做一些有成就感的事情。
有的人一生平凡，每天生活规律，工作结婚生子，但老来却后悔年轻没有作过什么惊天动地的事，就这样过了一生。
二十岁的我, 到底是要不甘平凡，还是... ...平凡其实就是一种不平凡??
凡人，真烦。
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Childish.
Alamak, moody-nyer. i know i can cry anytime now. Tears were like prepared to roll down.
Ok, i know what i said sounded almost impossible. But i thought if we have the determination and work towards the plan, why not? Unless... u don even like the whole idea. Unless, it had never crossed ur mind on all these and whatever i said was like...a child tat is daydreaming and craving for something sooo fantasy.
ok,i am just being childish.
haihz.
Ok, i know what i said sounded almost impossible. But i thought if we have the determination and work towards the plan, why not? Unless... u don even like the whole idea. Unless, it had never crossed ur mind on all these and whatever i said was like...a child tat is daydreaming and craving for something sooo fantasy.
ok,i am just being childish.
haihz.
Monday, January 5, 2009
2009. I am 20, in year 09. Oh my god. I couldnt really belieeve i am turning 20 already. Have i been wasting time or what? The new journey is just about to start... but i am just stilll being lazy..n... i don feelike it s a brand new year already? Alamakkkk..........
Moreover, the new year resolution list is just soooo long. I have soooo many things that i wan to do, or wan to get it done by this year. This is considered a "transition" year for me as i will be finishing my diploma real soon, n it s still a mist on where will i be going next, what s my next step, or whatever. Anyway, i always hope to step out of my normal life n experience something different. Ok, mayb not this year laa. Or maybe...maybe..maybe..maybe..... ... ... ...haihz. No idea laa.
OK laa ok laa.. i know i keep nagging n nagging.. u jz couldnt stand it n wan to ask me, "WHEN U WANNA TALK ABOUT UR HK TRIP LA?" hahahaha..this is called...saspens.. =p
(hopefully tomorrow laa~~)
oh ya, take about 30seconds to observe the column of "children of the world" on the right hand side. I am sure, you will find a smile on ur face n chilled up by them =)
=feelingstupid,maymay...=
Moreover, the new year resolution list is just soooo long. I have soooo many things that i wan to do, or wan to get it done by this year. This is considered a "transition" year for me as i will be finishing my diploma real soon, n it s still a mist on where will i be going next, what s my next step, or whatever. Anyway, i always hope to step out of my normal life n experience something different. Ok, mayb not this year laa. Or maybe...maybe..maybe..maybe..... ... ... ...haihz. No idea laa.
OK laa ok laa.. i know i keep nagging n nagging.. u jz couldnt stand it n wan to ask me, "WHEN U WANNA TALK ABOUT UR HK TRIP LA?" hahahaha..this is called...saspens.. =p
(hopefully tomorrow laa~~)
oh ya, take about 30seconds to observe the column of "children of the world" on the right hand side. I am sure, you will find a smile on ur face n chilled up by them =)
=feelingstupid,maymay...=
Friday, January 2, 2009
Back!
hahaha..finally have some time sitting infront of the laptop n type something..
huhu...back from HK..really really a lot of sweet memories and my tongue relli had a wonderful tasteful round of food hahaa... hopefully will blog about it relli soon!!! (massive photos, and MUCH MUCH thing to write..until dono what to write =p)
n.. happy 2009 people!! sorry la.. i know my blog is a bit dull..but after im back from HK, something bad happened... then also busy with CNY shoppings.. no time to decorate my blog..will really do something about it when im free!! heading especially!!!
Ok la.. many things to do now.. needa settle many things b4 starting back college life!!!
Happy new year once again!!! ^^ Hopefully all the bad luck and bad thinggs are gone together with mr.2008, n lets celebrate and hopefully many good things are going to happen in 2009!!! Challenges awaiting!!
(=newyearnewmaymay=)
huhu...back from HK..really really a lot of sweet memories and my tongue relli had a wonderful tasteful round of food hahaa... hopefully will blog about it relli soon!!! (massive photos, and MUCH MUCH thing to write..until dono what to write =p)
n.. happy 2009 people!! sorry la.. i know my blog is a bit dull..but after im back from HK, something bad happened... then also busy with CNY shoppings.. no time to decorate my blog..will really do something about it when im free!! heading especially!!!
Ok la.. many things to do now.. needa settle many things b4 starting back college life!!!
Happy new year once again!!! ^^ Hopefully all the bad luck and bad thinggs are gone together with mr.2008, n lets celebrate and hopefully many good things are going to happen in 2009!!! Challenges awaiting!!
(=newyearnewmaymay=)
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